My Crypt
Fazlinah
Hatred and vengeance, my eternal portion,
Scarce can endure delay of execution,
Wait, with impatient readiness, to seize my
Soul in a moment.
My misery grows deep
How can this be and nothing great
The hatred of my soul is wider than believed
No coming out nor coming close
Hurt me and you shall die
Die within my heart and mind
Hate me and you shall be hated
Kill my confidence and i'll kill your heart
Destruction is bliss
My destruction is greater than your hate
Spite me and you shall depart from life
Don't fall too deep
Into the death trap
There is nothing to gain
And everything to lose
You get attached
To people you don't know
Only to get hurt
For their imbecile show
Your mind gets boggled
With thoughts that aren't there
Your heart gets crushed
Just so they can snicker
The internet is my trap
Just like many others
Do not fall too deep
Into your death trap
The World Is A Masquerade
Saturday, October 08, 2005
The night stalker is here
Dont let him get into your bed
For wad he relish is your fear
Salvage the moment before you're dead
Favour from all of you..can ya'll PLEASE(if i could get on my knees i would but you know me..i WONT) stop tagging me those 7 things about me thingy...cause we all pretty darn well know i'm so not gonna do it. And the poem..it's something i thought you guys would like to think about in a weird perpective it's just about life and people around you.(quoted from Alex and Steph)
Speaking of people...this month is absolutely horrendous well aside from the fasting month everthing else is so BLEAH!!! I'm telling you..it's miniature IMH..i'm supposedly to go Malaysia (how fun! *yawns*) with my cousins...whatever happen to that plan...it was those kinda scrap-parents-field trip *grins* dont think it's in any progress...so erm to all my cousins out there...YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO SAVE ME!
I think by the end of the hols i'm gonna be like a vocab-freak...i've lost count on how many books i've read..and shan't go further about them..ironically they're suppose to be a bore but turning out to be my saviours instead..*rolls eyes*
I did have a few good days...like mmm...when i went back to sec sch..it was pretty alright seeing all those teachers again..same old faces but more conversational..cause it was no long a student-teacher conversation...
Oh yeah...and my bestie's party on 2nd oct was fab tho she got emo in front of almost everyone it was still a hit...i got her this super cute and elegant and so princessy box..and it matched what she was wearing that day..a PRINCESS! oh and earlier in the day went to see my favourite doink (excuse the term) the doink taught me taitee..it's either im a bad learner or he/she is a bad teacher. (note the gender discretion) i've learned not to go mini shopping with the doink..so impatient tsk tsk...
Well then..i guess this is it..have been thinking to stop blogging..thinking..not yet affirmative..but like who cares..to all my poly mates...enjoy your hols! and to the poor o level students and those having final year exams...study hard and cheer up!!
Revenge is sweet. Sweeter than tiramisu.
- because of YOU
20:45
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Okay so i lied...I did'nt update...I passed everything..no big fucking deal..not as if i scored all As so heck it.
Ordinary day..boring life..."fantastic" enviroment. Just cant wait for sem 2..no i'm not crazy..i'm perfectly sane..just feeling a lil dissociated..anyone in my position would have gone perpetually mad..
Okay as promised...those people who are a HUGE fan of man utd...check out my bestie's blog.. http://www.thisisoldtrafford.blogspot.com its fantastic..trust me..filled with things you wouldnt know about..plus man utd stories...check it out yeah...this is all for now...ciaoz..
- because of YOU
16:48
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
All that I'm feeling these days is BOREDOM not my fault
This is what i hate about holidays. No doubt im going out almost everyday...NOT..but still its just no fun anymore. Plus the fact that Singapore is soo small theres like nowhere to go. You felt as if you've rounded every corner.
I'm just waiting for that SATURDAY...then i'll know whether i need to study or not hopefully not. I'm talking about THE semestral exams results. Til then i wont blog i guess. there's nothing to blog.
Oh and Diana..dont be such a shoe freak..honestly shoes doesnt make you happy..*sticks tongue out at Diana* now swensens makes everybody happy..*grins* ciaoz...
- because of YOU
22:43
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Sinful dreams
Piercing scream
I'll tear your paper heart
I'll watch it bleed
Three victimized
Wrapped around my finger
Played along to every move
Dumped on the shore of hell
Prowling for the fourth
I've got it in hand
One question..
Will this paper heart be torn as well?
Howdy people!! it's been more than 2 weeks since i blogged...but who cares EXAMS ARE OVER!! *jumps in joy* Study week was a major disaster..its like you wanna study but nothing seems to be going into your head...The papers were all okay except M.E.B which i shall not delve into it..
In the midst of it all I went to watch RED EYE...the movie didnt suck but it was just too fast..I felt like I just settled down in my seat getting comfy and WHAM! its over..oh well so much for that..but it was all good was with the one person i could relax well with...
Moving on...lets talk about the after EXAMS...after the last paper went over to a friend's house and played badminton...basically just tried to have as much fun as possible...
Yesterday was a rather better day..went to Jurong Point with mummy dearest...and yes i travelled ALL THE WAY from hougang to jurong but who cares....got myself a new wallet been wanting to buy it...wordings on it were nice "DO I LOOK LIKE A FREAKING PEOPLE PERSON" you guys know I am..*smiles* after which mom and me went to eat..walked around JP..yada yada...and so on..
TODAY...was a normal day...went to paragon with my bro and mom...bro wanted to extend his M1 plan and get a new phone..the moto razr or whatever afterwhich we walked aroun..im telling you town is so boring..the same thing over and over again oh well...thats all for today i guess...Happy holidays!! *grins*
your paper heart is one which i would never touch yet do anything...
- because of YOU
20:31
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
I know I know..my blog has been dead for like what..2 weeks? aint my fault! busy studying and etc..well first of all during the two weeks pretty much the same school study school study nothing much interesting to delve in. just that my organic chemistry is turning disasterous. only i know the fear...*smiles*
Had a relatively productive day today..went to aishy house today together with fizzy and assy..andboy was it a crap marathon..we ended up studying quite alot tho..but the humour was totally awesome! we joked about shit(Input=Output eh? i think not!!)..lesbianism..fizzy took a video of me n aishy doing some lesbianism act well actually she just hugged me..nut knowing fizzy the "deprived kid" everything is lesbianism to him..sheesh..
Study week has started..but its only namesake study week..we have to go back every single god damn day except friday..actualy i find it good not as if i have much discipline to study myself anyway *grins*
Sorry guys..no more poems til AFTER semestral exams..and i think til will be my last post til semestral exams are over...coz i know i definately wont have time...til then be good people! miss you guys F.A.F.A and i especially miss my lemon!!!!! *grins*
Every new day brings a doubt to the world...think about it...
- because of YOU
20:55
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
It's A Beautiful Day....
go figure... *smiles*
- because of YOU
22:41
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
NO..im not getting bored of blogging..NO..i did not forget to blog..and NO..its not that i'm lazy...its just that NOTHING interesting is happening..therfore this post shall be short and sweet.
The whole has been like study study study..lecture lecture TUTORIALS tutorials..routined. Same people...same situation Same shit..haha..BUT...
yesterday was FUN! TP had some event called CCN day..where all the year 1s would set up stalling selling whatever and hte profit they make would go into this fund for those students who need money in a crisis. so MY class did something related with food..Marshmallow coated with chocolate and some other toppings. It was fun coating and making the choc melt. I was only there til about 2.30 after which I went to the...
ESPLANADE..yep you heard me right..the esplanade..why of all places? because i wanted to go somewhere peaceful and calm with my friend for once...instead of noisy malls..its not that i hate noisy malls..i love them but just somehting for change. Esplanade turned to be a miniature circus..which i shant explain why...and i wanna watch PETER PAN THE MUSICAL!! and im not weird ok..alot of people like to watch musicals... anyways the esplanade was fantastic i could just sit there all day long watching the boat going back and forth carrying tourists...just awesome..and thanks to my dear friend who made it even better *grins*
okay thats it..till the next post..which i will include my new poem...tata all...have a nice weekend!
- because of YOU
14:50
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